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Cantik itu subjektif}
Friday, June 27, 2014 | 6:41 AM | 0Comment

Dunia menghina aku
Dunia membenci aku
Cuma kerana di ideologi mereka,
aku hodoh.

Apa kau dan mereka yang cantik itu
lebih mulia daripada aku?

Apa yang memiliki kecantikan luaran sahaja
yang layak dipuji dan disanjung ?

Apa manusia yang hodoh seperti aku ini
hanya layak dihina ?

Apa manusia seperti aku ini
hanya layak dianggap seperti sampah ?

Aku juga manusia
yang kadang kala memerlukan perhataian dan sokongan
Bukan pintaku untuk dilahirkan ke dunia sebegini
Andai diberi pilihan,
aku mahu dilahirkan dengan kecantikan

Tetapi,
keji sangat ke menadi hodoh?
Keji sangat ke aku ?
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Human }
Thursday, May 29, 2014 | 12:23 AM | 0Comment

Last night, I learned something. Something that motivated me. Something that I cant stop think about. Judging and criticized people is something that all people has done. Its typical for us unless youre an alien or an object. Some people will care too much on their behavior. Especially a high-standard-society. How they sit, how they eat, how they talk, every single thing that they do, they will take serious on it. There are two types of peoples. One is, they do whatever they want without care about peoples' thought.Theyre just do whatever as long as they are happy without notice what other will say. And the other type is the one that take serious on peoples' thought and they controll on everything they do. And that questioned me, which one is more prefer? For the first, I thought the second type is much better. It can keep us from fikiran negative orang orang dekat kita. But, until when we just care about others' ? what about ours? Sometimes, we cant care too much about peoples. Sometimes we have to be selfish either. Let them say what they want. They are not in our shoes so they do not feel what we feel. Once they are, they will understand. Im saying this because its happen to me. Penat tau nak jaga hati orang. Tapi, hati kita no one cares. Kadang-kadang rasa macam, kalau aku boleh nak beralah dengan kau, kenapa kau tak boleh? Perlu ke aku beralah setiap masa? Perlu aku je ke yang jaga hati kau? Kau nak sentiasa dilayan seperti anak putera raja yang semua orang perlu patuh dekat kau. Macam tu? But, as long as I can considerate and controll my ego, its okay you're the priority .